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Sunday, October 30, 2005

haiss...joanna is gonna miss esther lots lots..haiss..sure will de..cux is lyk she's leaving for 3years ba..haiss..
sae wont leave but confirm is bluff me de loh...haiss...sad sad sad!!!i will cherish her for this 59 daes de!!
but is lyk hais,time passes so fast de lo.haiss..59 daes super fast de can..haiss!!!
but the 36mth wouldnt be fast canx.haiss cux is lyk,without her by my side loim gonna be lonely de.
how am i goin to keep life goin for the next 3 years if she is gone?haiss i dunno.i reali dunno..
esther ye,you gotta miss me lots ok?haiss cux i wil sure miss u more den anything de..haiss...
59 daes more left to go?what can i do leh?hais cux i noe she sure spend times with her frens de..haiss..
i dun even think i stand a place in her heart,but haiss..she spend a big portion in my heart lo.haiss..
can yew just let me send you off?haiss,i promise tt on the dae itself,i will not cry infront of yew de..
i will onli cry wen u left.i reali promise,.hais,pls pls pls let me send yew off..if not i wil sure be super sad..
all i ask is for yew to let me send u off on that dae itself.can u just grant this wish?haiss....
if not the next three years,life would be tough for me to go on....haiss..i reali will let yew go de..hais..
i wont ask yew to stay haiss cux its good for yew cux u goin to study..haiss...
promise to take good care of urself.okie??haiss...i will confirm miss yew.

tweny8 still cant forgett seventy9

watermelon lurve honeydew

but does she still lyks me?pls tell me a ans.before its too late.

you wont get to see those tears ive shed for you.i swear.

~leave with no regrets at all~

joanna love esther!!!!!!!but she dun luv me. =[

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